Its my mom's birthday today!

My mom rules. We're going to get pedicures in an hour or two. Yaaaaaaaay!

Things otherwise have been gooooood, I'm working, I have that book to illustrate, I got into school. Lots of things to do to make all those things happen, but I'm happy to do it.

Even Matty and I have been better. I won't cross my fingers or anything, unfortunately these things tend to change pretty quickly. But for now, its really nice to finally catch a break. It feels like we're getting back some of the time that got lost in all the shenanigans when this started. I've come to terms with the fact that we're not in love, I don't know if we'll ever be, and both of us will always be stubborn, and quick to shut off the other person. That never used to be okay with me, but I feel good about it now. I'll probably never admit this to him, but I learned alot of things in the past six months. Alot of things that I thought I'd never be able to learn with Christopher. Like how to be alone. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I love the amount of space we have. I see him almost everyday, and he calls me everyday and we still both have time and space to ourselves. We can be in the same room doing different things, and thats fine with me. I don't feel like I'm settling. And we still have time that we spend with each other. And when we fight, sure its no fun, but space does us good. I guess I kind of learned this from my mom too, she used to SMOTHER me. But the more space you give someone, the more likely it is that they'll want to spend time with you.

I should go shower. Haha Flu is outside in my Zoran sweater. There's ice cream on the sleeves, I feel grossed out for him.

Happy Wednesday everybody:)