Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Its my mom's birthday today!
My mom rules. We're going to get pedicures in an hour or two. Yaaaaaaaay!
Things otherwise have been gooooood, I'm working, I have that book to illustrate, I got into school. Lots of things to do to make all those things happen, but I'm happy to do it.
Even Matty and I have been better. I won't cross my fingers or anything, unfortunately these things tend to change pretty quickly. But for now, its really nice to finally catch a break. It feels like we're getting back some of the time that got lost in all the shenanigans when this started. I've come to terms with the fact that we're not in love, I don't know if we'll ever be, and both of us will always be stubborn, and quick to shut off the other person. That never used to be okay with me, but I feel good about it now. I'll probably never admit this to him, but I learned alot of things in the past six months. Alot of things that I thought I'd never be able to learn with Christopher. Like how to be alone. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I love the amount of space we have. I see him almost everyday, and he calls me everyday and we still both have time and space to ourselves. We can be in the same room doing different things, and thats fine with me. I don't feel like I'm settling. And we still have time that we spend with each other. And when we fight, sure its no fun, but space does us good. I guess I kind of learned this from my mom too, she used to SMOTHER me. But the more space you give someone, the more likely it is that they'll want to spend time with you.
I should go shower. Haha Flu is outside in my Zoran sweater. There's ice cream on the sleeves, I feel grossed out for him.
Happy Wednesday everybody:)
Things otherwise have been gooooood, I'm working, I have that book to illustrate, I got into school. Lots of things to do to make all those things happen, but I'm happy to do it.
Even Matty and I have been better. I won't cross my fingers or anything, unfortunately these things tend to change pretty quickly. But for now, its really nice to finally catch a break. It feels like we're getting back some of the time that got lost in all the shenanigans when this started. I've come to terms with the fact that we're not in love, I don't know if we'll ever be, and both of us will always be stubborn, and quick to shut off the other person. That never used to be okay with me, but I feel good about it now. I'll probably never admit this to him, but I learned alot of things in the past six months. Alot of things that I thought I'd never be able to learn with Christopher. Like how to be alone. I know this sounds ridiculous, but I love the amount of space we have. I see him almost everyday, and he calls me everyday and we still both have time and space to ourselves. We can be in the same room doing different things, and thats fine with me. I don't feel like I'm settling. And we still have time that we spend with each other. And when we fight, sure its no fun, but space does us good. I guess I kind of learned this from my mom too, she used to SMOTHER me. But the more space you give someone, the more likely it is that they'll want to spend time with you.
I should go shower. Haha Flu is outside in my Zoran sweater. There's ice cream on the sleeves, I feel grossed out for him.
Happy Wednesday everybody:)
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Aw man, you used to be mediocre.
And now you're LAAAAAAAAME. Thats sad. But you know what, your crazy antics are alllllll for your friends. I'm actually really stoked I don't have to see you and them anymore. It kind of scared me honestly. Ya'll think you're SO HARD. Whereas, I just know I'm silly hahaha. SO don't get all mad at me for not coming to your show, when I'm broke, and I already said sorry, and you're boring as hell anyways. Thats why I always got so high before I came to your house hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Us
They made a statue of us
And it put it on a mountain top
Now tourists come and stare at us
Blow bubbles with their gum
Take photographs for fun, for fun
They'll name a city after us
And later say it's all our fault
Then they'll give us a talking to
Then they'll give us a talking to
Because they've got years of experience
We're living in a den of thieves
Rummaging for answers in the pages
We're living in a den of thieves
And it's contagious
And it put it on a mountain top
Now tourists come and stare at us
Blow bubbles with their gum
Take photographs for fun, for fun
They'll name a city after us
And later say it's all our fault
Then they'll give us a talking to
Then they'll give us a talking to
Because they've got years of experience
We're living in a den of thieves
Rummaging for answers in the pages
We're living in a den of thieves
And it's contagious
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
I almost made this something it shouldn't be.
But you know what? I want to watch this happen for awhile, to see if it actually will.
Them ice boots are coming back on until the sun shines.
Them ice boots are coming back on until the sun shines.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Platonic friends
You've kept me going, for the past two and a half years.
And most of the time, I'm conversing with a faceless, bodyless idea of you.
I wonder if thats how you know for sure.
And most of the time, I'm conversing with a faceless, bodyless idea of you.
I wonder if thats how you know for sure.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Back on my feet
Those we the yuckiest couple weeks ever!
But
I'm back and feeling divine!
I'm getting things done that I should be, I'm working really hard to get all my ducks in a row to be a nanny. I called most of my references today, let them know what was going on and 4 out of 6 are really happy with what I'm doing! I haven't been able to speak to the other 2 yet. I'm really excited about this. Its been awhile, but I must be confident! I love children, I babysat ALOT for a long time. I can do this. And I would like doing it. And I'll probably get better at cooking haha. And All my children's books will be of more use.
I'm really excited. I think I'm getting past some things. I'm so excited to be doing something like this for myself. Something I wanted to do, and just never thought as an option.
Nanny Amy
Hahahahahahahaha. Okay, I finished my craigslist post, so now its back to Lost. And then tomorrow to the doctor's! To the library! To the goddamn grocery store and laundromat!
Roar
But
I'm back and feeling divine!
I'm getting things done that I should be, I'm working really hard to get all my ducks in a row to be a nanny. I called most of my references today, let them know what was going on and 4 out of 6 are really happy with what I'm doing! I haven't been able to speak to the other 2 yet. I'm really excited about this. Its been awhile, but I must be confident! I love children, I babysat ALOT for a long time. I can do this. And I would like doing it. And I'll probably get better at cooking haha. And All my children's books will be of more use.
I'm really excited. I think I'm getting past some things. I'm so excited to be doing something like this for myself. Something I wanted to do, and just never thought as an option.
Nanny Amy
Hahahahahahahaha. Okay, I finished my craigslist post, so now its back to Lost. And then tomorrow to the doctor's! To the library! To the goddamn grocery store and laundromat!
Roar
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